Update

I've moved into hall.

One semester has passed.

I'm preparing for exams.

I have a bad feeling about exams.

I have no time.

I've been neglecting everyone close around me.

I've adopted 2 kittens, Cloud and Ice.

I pamper them too much.

So, I'm going pretty much bankrupt.

REI(S) has made it to Ben and Jerry's @ Dempsey, after many months of hard work at Cathay!

I like the curry chicken at the new Chinese Cuisine stall at hall 11.

I miss my mother's cooking.

I miss my rented apartment, but somehow I'm fine living apart from everyone.

I realized, that I enjoy the solitude.

I spent last night thinking about many things.

Past, Present, Future.

And honestly, I'm not sure about anything anymore.

More Songs.

Jason Mraz - I'm Yours

The Fray - How To Save A Life

Onerepublic - Apologize

The Way You Look Tonight

Pearl Jam - Last Kiss

The Calling - Wherever You Will Go

John Mayer - Daughters

John Mayer - Bigger Than My Body

John Mayer - No Such Things

Time is running out.

Time is running out.

I Don't Know.

I Don't Know.

I Really Don't.

URGH.

Random thoughts

The table was rowdy

The chatter of random topics

Overflowing from the cups of their minds

Nobody listens, nobody bothers

Everybody wants to talk

I watch, as an outsider

Observing, bearing the brunt, alone

And it all seems laughable, suddenly

How I came here, wanting

Yet now, I dreaded my presence


It was an issue of US and THEM

Inevitable, the repulsion

There was a cat

Gently licking its paws, staring into blank space

Like how it did a day before, and many days before that

And I realized how jealous I was

Unable to be as it was


She responds, showing signs of concern

A necessary display of emotion

Ah, I understand, of course.

You need to show that you care

I don't blame you, my dear.

For I care, and I understand.

Yet, I cannot help but feel sad

Sad for myself, and sad for you.

Hmm.

Busy busy busy!

I have to internalize everything Alvin and Ben gave me during my lessons at Soma.
I have to work out and memorize lyrics for all the songs I'm singing at the Muse Tribute gig.
I have to work out and practise and memorize all the songs I'm playing at Ben and Jerry's on Monday 18th May with Roger and Weiquan my best buddies in music. <3
I have to work out and practise and memorize all the songs I'm playing at Ben and Jerry's on 16th May for my own acoustic set.
I have to work out and practise and memorize all the songs I'm playing at Tang's Orchard on 23rd May which includes a very very very finger aching song Sweet Child of Mine. URGH.

Sometimes I think that I get myself too busy and I leave too many details out. Things that I should remember. Things that matter. But they simply slip my mind, not because they are not important, but because I've got too many things running around in my head.

-Thanks for the organizer :)

I think, that somehow, things have been different.

I just feel that you don't want to see me anymore.

I get that vibe.

And so, I know what to do.

It's been what, almost a year or so? I don't even know exactly cos I can't remember.

It's so funny when I think back. I am smiling.

I found beauty in what we had.

Everything went by so slowly.

The walks in the park, they slurred in comparison to the running children. We were alone, and I listened, in that little bubble that surrounded you and I.

You'd always smile and say you're okay. Maybe sometimes you were not, but I could see that you were trying your best. And that, made me want to give you a hug each time.

I know that perhaps I have erred. I know that you blame me.

I don't know what to say anymore.

I have lost, another one of the rare, beautiful gems in my life, again.

I suppose, that this is goodbye.

Newly uploaded vids.

http://www.youtube.com/user/evangoh1987